I take my inspiration from the many veteran teachers in the building. At my school, there is a relatively moderately sized group of teachers who are at retirement age and status right now which is amazing and fortunate, but will also be a huge loss over the next couple of years. They all seem to be so blissful like nothing can touch them. I still haven't figured how, but maybe someday I'll reach that point. Even teachers who have been there for only 10 years already display those characteristics. It's not uncaring in the least, in fact they are some of the most dedicated teachers in the building. They also have personal lives: spouses and children. Somehow they balance everything. I hope I get there soon.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Feeling better about things
It's strange how small things like getting a new copier that works can change your whole outlook on things as a teacher. I really don't think it was the copier, but something happened this week that changed my mood. I no longer feel the need to break free from my school and the system immediately. It'll probably happen somewhere down the road, but I guess I realized I'm not ready now. Looking around my classroom this past week I just felt a strong urge to stay and to keep working hard. It would be too painful at this point to leave behind my students, their families, and my colleagues. Maybe we can weather this administration as we did the last.